~nalocia

1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I lovable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger, weaker, or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
21. If I was an ice cream flavour, which would I be and why?
22. What song (if any) reminds you of me?
23. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
24. Do you consider me a good friend?
25. What makes me, me?
26. Would you make a move on me?
27. Do I cross your mind at least 2 times a day

I had something similar in my livejournal journal.

Well, today was pretty normal. Got up at 12:00 and then went bowling with Robin, Sarah, and Jean. We had fun ^^ I didn't try to hard in the first game and I lost, had pretty much all gutterballs but it was fun. We did 'gramma throws' a lot XP Sara almost hit the ceiling with hers. I tried in the second game though, and got 80. We were pretending our age was how many points we had O_o I'm 80? Wooooah...

Yah, then Robin came over to my house and we watched TLK 1 1/2. She wrote a poem about Cody...and I thought I was obsessed with some things. Then we had dinner and I drove her home. Here I am.

Also, we are petsitting Daisy, a yellow lab. She's old but a sweet heart ^^ Lucy Schwart and her family are away so we are taking care of her. It feels so good to have a real dog in the house. I mean I love my pugs, don't get me wrong, but they just don't seem as real. We call them live stuffed animals ^^ Yah, I'm feeling a bit better but I would love a cat.

I want a little baby runt kitty, prefferably completely black. I would name it either Nalocia (female) or Mercaido (male). I just love those names...and they are the names of my main character and her mate. I just think it would be perfect.

<3 Nalocia

Well, today was pretty normal. Got up at 12:00 and then went bowling with Robin, Sarah, and Jean. We had fun ^^ I didn't try to hard in the first game and I lost, had pretty much all gutterballs but it was fun. We did 'gramma throws' a lot XP Sara almost hit the ceiling with hers. I tried in the second game though, and got 80. We were pretending our age was how many points we had O_o I'm 80? Wooooah...

Yah, then Robin came over to my house and we watched TLK 1 1/2. She wrote a poem about Cody...and I thought I was obsessed with some things.

Hold my hand tightly.
Don't let it go.
The darkness has come, I can't see.
Help me come up, to see the light.
Its too late to call to me, I cannot hear.
Gone are my hearing and sight.
I can feel you, and my heart races.
But for how long?
Too many empty spaces.....
Hello.

Feeling a bit down. I thought it was because of Sonia (Not bad way) but I guess I was just left feeling worse. I have knots in my stomach tears in my eyes, a throbing headache, and my wrists hurt ( I didn't cute, don't worry. ) Plus my toe hurts because it is broken -.- I'm not having a good vacation so far. My birthday is On Sonday but I don't expect many gifts, I don't really need them ^^ I love getting pictures but again, only if you chose to XP I usually end up drawing yah back.

Well, I found out one of my concerns but I will not share it so I will just shut up. Its all my fault for getting myself in pain, external and internal. I'm afraid to pick up a pencil, scared of what I would produce.

So I'm just sitting here, being bored and talking to Kibby and Sonia. I'm afraid to get off the computer also. Now Sonia is getting off and I will be even more sad. *sigh* This all happened in such a small time...I was so happy...then the next week so, so sad. I know the cause of this, I think...but I shall not speak. *sigh* I'm out...hopefully not for good.

<3 A confused Nalci.

well...i just got home from a friends and i had a blast, played the flute, trombone, trumpet, and recorder...i play the flute in band. charles made me part of the music for somewhere over the rainbow...which i adore for some reason, oh yah..it has rainbow n.n

anyway...got back and came on the computer...imediately went to deviantart.com...found viwi's account somehow, then i got a bit depressed. i mean, she's 15, right? yah...im 13...14 in a month or so...Feb. 22. how can i ever have as good of art as she does? that gives me like 1 year to get that good...i really doubt my art will ever be as good as viwis...forget about by the time i am 15.

i used to think my art was really good...superior to myself in a way...i don't know why. as soon as i lost that feeling i just lost the sense of drawing...i don't know...it's quite weird. i have the sense of wanted to draw again but it feels like my whole heart isn't in it...i really don't know what the heck is going on O.o i dont want to take a break from drawing because i love it i guess i just always get the feeling its not good enough for anyones standards...and im not just saying it because thats what all artists say i honestly believe that and practice as i may it doesn't seem to be getting any better u.u i hope this is just a phase and i can jump over it soon but i dont know.

<3 Kiwi/Nalci